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Post by Willow Rosenberg on Jan 13, 2008 13:50:57 GMT 1
&&Back to old habbits Who is gonna stop me now
The walls seemed smaller and duller then before. The desk that used to belong to Buffy Anne Summers was cleared. It sat at the far end of the room, just sitting there. As lifeless as Buffy herself. The smell of the room was Buffy. And Willow sat there struck in silence. Her red hair was not as red as it once was. It was now a deep brown, almost black and her eyes were different. Not the black hollow shells, but more glassed over.
She was different now. She had changed, but for the better or for worse she did not know. She knew she was slipping, maybe slipping back into past habbits. She knew the only thing keeping her holding on was Micky. If Micky wasnt here, Willow wouldnt be. She would have let this...what ever it is take over. Maybe it was already? She didnt know.
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Post by Lisa Hallam on Jan 13, 2008 14:04:00 GMT 1
Lisa walked into Buffys office, she wanted some information about the slayers and knew that Buffy would have kept it all in here. As Lisa walked in she spotted Willow sat there, she looked so diffrent, darker, less happy.
"Hey" She said walking over to Willow "How are you doing?" she asked sitting herself on Buffys desk and looking at her.
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Post by Willow Rosenberg on Jan 13, 2008 14:08:28 GMT 1
Willow didnt recall Lisa's entrance until she spoke, ony then did Willow look at Lisa vagly with her glazed over expression. She lowered her head again and her body sat further back into the chair. "Fine" Was all Willow said as she looked at the wall infront of her, at nothing in particular, just something to stare at to stop from going cmpletely insane.
She could feel the power surging through her veins, begging to be released once more. To take vengance on every living human who served that army. Served that worm.
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Post by Lisa Hallam on Jan 13, 2008 14:17:53 GMT 1
Lisa sighed "You dont look fine" she replyed not taking her eyes off Willow, "Im worried about you, everyone is" she looked at "If you ever need to talk, im here" she said not really knowing what else to say. Buffy was a good friend of Lisas but she knew that she couldent even imagen the pain Willow was feeling of losing her best friend
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Post by Willow Rosenberg on Jan 13, 2008 14:20:59 GMT 1
"Im slipping..I can feel it...Its getting stronger...And I'm getting so much weaker..." Willow said softly as she looked down at the floor and her hair slipped over her face, wanting to sheild it from everyone as her body was losing. Losing to magic. She didnt speak again, her words soft and scared. She was scared, scared about what she would do to everyone if this was let loose.
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Post by Lisa Hallam on Jan 13, 2008 14:36:56 GMT 1
Lisa jumped off the desk, this couldent happen, she couldent have Willow lose herself to magic, the council needed her, Lisa needed her! She wouldent have a clue what she would be doing if it wasnt for Willow, she was like her guide, shed helped her through dealing with becomeing the head slayer and Lisa needed her with so much more.
"You can beat this" she said kneeling infront of Willow and looking her in the eyes, they seemed glazed over and she know longer had the look she used to have. "You are so much stronger, believe in yourself"
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Post by Willow Rosenberg on Jan 13, 2008 14:42:10 GMT 1
Willow could hear what Lisa was saying. Knew that was what she should be doing. But it was easier to say then do. The inner battle which raged in her was incredible. On the outside she looked so fragile, but on the inside she was different, powerful and even do say it dark. She looked at Lisa and closed her eyes. "Im trying Lisa..Im in constant battle with myself..and im losing to it.." Willow said softly again.
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Post by Lisa Hallam on Jan 13, 2008 14:48:16 GMT 1
"Willow you are alot stronger than that" She told her "We cant lose you to it, think of reasons that will help you defeat it, dont let it get you" This couldent happen, not after everything Willow was the strongest person Lisa knew "You've beat it before, you can do it again"
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Post by Willow Rosenberg on Jan 13, 2008 23:10:15 GMT 1
"Lisa...It's harder than that..It's always inside of me, raging be free..To kill all those maggots that worked for him!" Willow said in her normal tone, but her voice grew darker and meanier as her sentances end. She looked straight ahead and her jaw tightened and her fists bunched.
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Post by Lisa Hallam on Jan 15, 2008 0:59:41 GMT 1
Lisa wasnt sure what to do, she had heard of how bad it was when Willow went to the dark side, she could only pray that it wouldent happen again. "Willow look at me" she said trying to get hers and Willows eyes to meet "We would all love to go out there and get revenge but we can not kill humans"
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