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Post by Julia Seals on Sept 8, 2007 4:05:25 GMT 1
Even though Julia had never interacted with many slayers, it seemed the Zyoria's speech about being a warrior for good was all too common. But what was interesting was that at first Zyoria refused the offer because she would lose sunlight, and what she called her life. Life was a matter of unimportance to a vampire, it was the death that mattered.
It always seemed that good and evil were always thought to be so well defined, that is until they are experienced. There was no good, no evil. All that really existed was mercy or pain. That was the so called good and evil of this world. Julia thought herself good, as she did think herself merciful. Sure she caused pain, but that was not the defining factor.
"Did you ever think that maybe the differences between good and evil aren't much? What do they even mean, good and evil? Would you say that I'm evil?" Julia inquired, wondering Zyoria's thoughts on this. Sure she spoke the words about being a warrior of good, but did she mean them?
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Post by Zyoria Yunex Lehane on Sept 8, 2007 4:15:43 GMT 1
"I don't know. I don't know who you are, therefore I won't be passing judgment." Zy said simply. She had not seen Julia kill before. She had known of a few vampires who were good. "Look, it's hard to define good and evil. You can be evil and reform. Or you can be good and be persuaded to evil."
Zy sighed softly. She had never been asked if someone was evil and thinking about it made her wonder. What if the a few of the vampires she killed were good? Zy didn't know and it was all starting to confuse her.
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Post by Julia Seals on Sept 8, 2007 4:26:41 GMT 1
"That's not what I'm saying!" Julia snapped, anger coming over her in an instant. She began to pace back and forth, all the time keeping her eyes on Zyoria. The change was instantaneous, as it was several of the times Julia began to act this way. It wasn't brought on by the visions, the schitzophrenia. It was just the way she is. She still remembered when she was diagnosed in the institution when she was mortal, schitcophric, bipolar, borderline psychotic. It seemed impossible for one creature to have so many diseases.
"Good and evil don't exist!" she shouted, as she stopped her pacing and moved right infront of Zyoria. "And you know it. You stand here, mocking me, but you know the truth." Her voice quieted, almost a pleading whisper just loud enough for the slayer to hear. "You know it."
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Post by Zyoria Yunex Lehane on Sept 8, 2007 4:36:22 GMT 1
"We choose our own path." Zy said watching Julia. Zy knew she was different and she was right when Julia changed. "I'm not mocking you." She added, keeping her eyes on Julia. She brought up her hands in front of Julia, dropping the stake in the process but making sure that Julia didn't bite her. As she did, her sleeves fell, the street lights lighting up her arms, and showing the scars.
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Post by Julia Seals on Sept 8, 2007 4:53:36 GMT 1
Julia had calmed down when she saw the stake dropped in front of her. She didn't know what to make of it, which was common since she most of the time she didn't even know what was real. But when she was sure of something, she expressed it instantly. As for the moment, when Zyoria dropped the stake, she did nothing but gaze at her.
But then she saw the scars on Zyoria's arms when the sleeves fell. She smirked slightly, a definate thought coming into her mine. "You do know," she whispered, and slowly, she pulled her sleeves up, revealing scars from when she was in the institution, struggling to break free of the ties that bound her to the bed.
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Post by Zyoria Yunex Lehane on Sept 8, 2007 5:05:05 GMT 1
Zy stared at her, and then when Julia pulled her own sleeves up, Zy was shocked. Seeing the scars on Julia's arms made Zy think of her own. "You've been in an institution." Zy whispered softly. The screams, cried and pleading all came back to her. The way they treated her in there, making her feel like she was nothing. Giving her medications and telling her what to do. It made her sick. "I know what it's like." Was all Zy could say.
What could she say? Nothing can make you feel better when you've been in hell. The shocks, or the ice baths. It scared Zy and she shivered. She could not help it.
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Post by Julia Seals on Sept 8, 2007 20:11:20 GMT 1
Julia gripped Zyoria’s arms tightly. She studied the scars, they were different than her own by at the same time they were the same. Zyoria had brought these upon herself, a death wish perhaps. Julia was the same, although when she tried to end it all, it was through the use of water. The water failed her however, betrayed her, and led to her stay in the institution, where she received her scars.
“Do you hear that?” Julia asked in a whisper, hearing the silence. The stars had stopped singing, probably waiting in anticipation. Or maybe it was just another vision, a false reality, Julia was unsure. The only sure thing for the moment were the scars on Zyoria’s arms, the thin white lines. Julia stared at them, looking them over and noting each beginning and end. Her grip was still firm, not letting go just yet.
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Post by Zyoria Yunex Lehane on Sept 9, 2007 1:31:09 GMT 1
Zy could feel Julia's grip on her and wondered when she would let go. She heard nothing, and looked at Julia. "I hear nothing." Zy replied. What was she supposed be hearing, Zy didn't know but she bit her lip softly. "What did they do to you?" Zy asked, referring to Julia's own scars.
As Julia still didn't let go, Zy didn't ever struggle to get out of the grip. She just stood still, waiting to see what Julia would say, or do, next.
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Post by Julia Seals on Sept 9, 2007 3:53:59 GMT 1
Zyoria heard nothing, and Julia smiled as she said so. Exactly, she thought. There was no longer any noise, and it remained that way now. Julia was curious as to why Zyoria did not struggle to release her wrists, but at the moment it was of unimportance. A question had been asked, one that caused Julia pain.
Julia looked downwards, her eyes going back and forth, looking up and down between Zyoria's wrists and her eyes. She could not handle this question, but she felt forced o answer. "They tied me to the bed, locked me in the room...all alone." Julia finally let her eyes rest on Zyoria's own, unable to speak any further.
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Post by Zyoria Yunex Lehane on Sept 9, 2007 4:00:58 GMT 1
Zy watched quietly, waiting patiently. When Julia spoke and rested her eyes upon her own, Zy struggled to find any words. "No one deserves that." Zy replied after a moments thought. Zy normally was treated with shocks before going into seclusion. And all for depression. It seemed like they enjoyed the torment they inflicted upon others, watching them squirm and cry.
"They gave me shocks. Then it was seclusion." Zy had never told anyone. Not Lara, her older sister, not her watcher Sara, not even her cousin Faith. But she couldn't help but tell this bit of info to Julia. Maybe it was because they had both been in institutions.
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