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Post by Julia Seals on Feb 15, 2008 22:31:07 GMT 1
Julia looked away, and took a step back. She was caught. The entire thing with Rouge was over. No, she scolded herself. Nothing was ever really over. Julia didn’t have to tell the truth, she could lie. But she hated lying, she hated it so much, almost more than she hated being lied to. After a pause, Julia returned her gaze to Alice, coming up with what to say, deciding that she needed to lie once again. “You remind me of me, if that makes any sense.” This was actually somewhat true. Rouge did remind Julia of herself, of how weak she used to be. It almost seemed unfair to use her, but then again Julia didn’t care.
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Post by Alice Mathew on Feb 16, 2008 1:02:16 GMT 1
Nothing made sense to Alice. She was new to the world in a sense how could she understand a world she has only built in knowledge of, shes not lived a real life she doesn't know how humans feel, how vampires feel even. She knows bits and bobs but she doesn't really understand the world, its purpose. Meaning. Alice nodded slightly, not saying anything to what she said. She didn't really know what to say. She didn't really understand what she had said. Partly anyway.
"Thanks" She said simply. "For helping" She managed a faint smile to slid across her face but it was soon gone again. Images flash across her eyes. These images where being forced upon her. Like she was being made to remember. But she didn't want to not just right now. She couldn't handle more of it.
Project D4 "Her abilities of sense and touch have sharpened dramatically. She has managed to harness the V-drug at her age, its a break through in what we have trying to achieve Dr Nickles. I fwe stop now will may not have another change like this" It was him, one the two doctors Rouge keeps dreaming off. Keeps seeing the ones that made her. There was a little girl sat in a clear white room. Just her and a small steal chair. Her hair was covering her face. She was only 6 by the look of her. She had a blue night gown on with a pink tag around her arm. There where numbers printed on it. Alice couldn't make out the numbers. Rouge put her hand onto the class that was overlooking the small room that contained the child. She felt something for the girl. She felt a connection. Her reflection looking back at her in the mirror she stared at herself for a moment. Until the child looked up. Her eyes meeting Rouges... pain. She saw pain. "10 years of damn work will go don't he drain if we stop now, are you will on losing the best chancer of creating the ultimate fighting machine" The doctor was yelling louder now. Anger was rising in him. The girl stood from the chain, well i say stood lightly she was about 3 inches from the ground. Hovering to the window. Her eyes still stuck into Alice's. Then she placed her hand hovering of the glass where Alice's was. She mouthed something to her. Alice couldn't make out what it was then she put her hand on the glass. Placing it on Alice's.
Rouge fell back to the floor. She must have stood up during her vision thing. Her body aching from the vision she was tired. Her body was feeling weak, her eyes falling closed then open closed then open till she finally fell to sleep..
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Post by Julia Seals on Feb 22, 2008 7:06:25 GMT 1
Julia watched Rouge intently after her last words were said. She watched the smile fade, watched the motions that followed. There was something off about it, something that made it seem like Rouge wasn’t really in control of her body, like her mind wasn’t there. Where was it?
And then Rouge fell back once more, and Julia instantly moved to her side. She couldn’t have Rouge getting any more damaged than she was, physically anyways. Calming noises came, breathing softened. “Good night,” Julia whispered, knowing that Rouge was now asleep. She backed up away from her and looked around the warehouse and wondered whether or not she should stay or return to Zy. Both options had their pros and cons. After a moment, Julia left the warehouse, resolving that she would return before sunrise.
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Post by Alice Mathew on Mar 2, 2008 2:42:34 GMT 1
A few hours had passed since she fell a sleep, it had been a long few days. She needed the rest. But if you could call what she was doing resting, resting. She was still seeing the images of the doctors. They where the same ones nothing new but each time she was seeing it from a different point of view. Each time she saw a little of something new.
Anything that wasn't scared down in the warehouse was hovering from the ground getting higher and higher. Her eyes opened slowly as she tried to adjust to her surroundings. Until everything feel to the ground waking her up even more. She jumped out of her skin as she rested her back up against the wall. 'what was that?' Alice though looking around there was no one around, was it her? The floor was cold which it being stone and a warehouse it was bound to happen. She could hear drips of water hitting the ground and almost echoing in the empty warehouse. She was still tired but she didn't feel like sleeping. The dreams where not the best to dream about. Alice looked around the area but couldn't see the vampire who was trying to help her. There where a few bends and turns in the warehouse so should could have been anywhere.
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Post by Julia Seals on Mar 3, 2008 1:12:56 GMT 1
Julia had left the girl alone for an hour or so, trusting that she wouldn’t wake up. She didn’t go anywhere in particular, mostly wandered around now that night had fallen. She found a victim to feed off of and did such. It had been needed. Julia’s blood lust had been beginning to take a hold over her, and she had to satisfy it before returning back to the warehouse. Had she not, she would Rouge.
So Julia had made her way back to the warehouse. She should have stopped by the home she shared with Zyoria, to atleast check in, but the thought had not crossed her mind until now, when she was already headed to her destination. She would return soon, but first she would have to check in on Rouge, make sure that she was still there.
But as she walked, she heard the noise of a large crash, as if something had fallen from the sky. She ran towards the warehouse that Rouge was in, praying silently that the crash had nothing to do with her. When she opened the door and moved inside, she saw that the place was in shambles. “What the hell happened?”
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Post by Alice Mathew on Mar 16, 2008 16:31:02 GMT 1
Alice felt something coming into the wear house. Like she would sense a being. Then Julia walked in asking what the hell had happened. If Alice could tell her she would but she didn't know herself. There was nothing in the papers she had that said anything about her having a power. She moved to her back opening the zip and pulling out the papers. She needed help. She may not know Julia well but she was the only person that was helping her. She had to let her in.
"I don't know who i am" She said looking at the floor and passing Julia the papers. Maybe she could make something out of them see something Alice missed.
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Post by Julia Seals on Mar 17, 2008 21:22:12 GMT 1
“Well none of us really do,” Julia responded, a slight smirk forming on her face. She reached out and took the papers from Rouge, her sleeve rolling up slightly, revealing the thick white lines of self-induced scars. That was the issue with cutting, it left a mark. When Julia was human, when she tried to take her own life, she had drowned herself. The cutting wasn’t about that, it was just about feeling pain.
Quickly, so that the scars wouldn’t be noticed, Julia returned her arm to herself, papers now in hand. She leafed through them, looking over the words written. To her it seemed a bunch of meaningless statistics and data. No names, just numbers. Wait, this number, it was a model number. Rouge wasn’t human, matching up with what Julia had already known. She was an experiment. “Seems to me like you’re some sort of experiment.”
Julia could not imagine what Rouge went through. Constant probing, testing, being trapped. It sounded like the asylum that Julia had spent twelve years of her human life in. Looking over the papers, it became more and more clear. It was the exactly same situation, just different reasons. “What did they do to you?” she asked, her voice almost a whisper. [/size]
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Post by Alice Mathew on Mar 18, 2008 22:59:13 GMT 1
She could still see them. Her sisters, not blood sisters they where not family in the sense it was more of a bond they all had that made them sisters. They all went through the same things, felt the same pain, felt the same anger. Each one took as baby's then injected with chemicals waiting till the grew. Then they would add stuff to some of them. A new arm, leg, eyes anything they could do to make them better. Make stronger humans. But in the end they took everything that made them human away. Test after test dieing. Failing. But Alice for some reason she made it. Well until the army attacked the base. Maybe they would have tested her more maybe she wouldn't have lived through the latest treatments.
"Cutting, taking what makes trying to make what wasn't made nothings of the sense but that doesn't make sense" Alice said silently. She didn't know what she was saying. She was just saying it. Nothing was making sense. "Then when you dint make sense they cut that away" She laughed this time "Then boom" She stopped laughing this time she looked like she was about to cry. Her feelings where, of the scales. She could feel everything. She didn't want to but she was feeling. She could sense that something was wrong with the world. Something bad. Or in some case good but she was made to fight the bad but she doesn't know whats right whats wrong. They didn't tell her everything. Is it right for someone to kill some one in order to live or to just kill in vengeance.
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Post by Julia Seals on Mar 19, 2008 22:04:18 GMT 1
Julia found herself unable to speak as the girl went on. She was talking nonsense, words that didn’t seem to fit together. Cutting… At first she thought the girl was talking about her scars. Trying to make what wasn’t made… It was something else entirely. Rouge was talking about the tests that she was put through. From what Julia could see on the papers, they created her in a way, tested her, made her stronger, better. They wanted the ultimate fighter…maybe that was what they got.
Boom… Something had happened, possibly some sort of explosion or attack. Some of these papers were charred…fire. They weren’t complete. Rouge’s testing hadn’t finished. Julia was beginning to make sense of it, even though it didn’t make sense. The truth was, life didn’t make sense. Bad things happened to good people. Pain and hurt consumed the world, but nobody can do anything about it. People like Julia and Rouge, they had a taste of that first hand.
Julia didn’t know exactly what Alice had gone through, most of the numbers and words on the papers didn’t make sense. But it was clear to see that it had traumatized her, shown by the tears on her face. More importantly, it made her who she was. At its core, it was just like an asylum, and Julia hated it for that reason. Her and Rouge were the same.
“Don’t you dare let those tears fall,” Julia said, her voice commanding and firm. Julia had tried crying when she was in the institution. It only got worse. Eventually, realizing that she was giving the so-called doctors what they want, she stopped. She gave up on the tears, gave up on hope. “If you cry, then the people that did this to you, they win.”
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Post by Alice Mathew on Mar 22, 2008 1:40:42 GMT 1
But haven't they al ready won? They molded her. Twisting and turning her body till they had what they wanted. A weapon. Sure they may have thought they where doing it for the create good. Trying to help the great balance by giving the slayer a helping hand. But they destroyed so many lives trying to do that. so many people, girls died because of it. So tell me again how they haven't won. They greater it. The weapon.
Rouge just stopped. Stopped thinking, Stopping crying. She just sat there looking at the spot on the floor. There was nothing brilliant about the spot. It was just a piece of floor. Laying bare for her to see.
What would she do now? She has no meaning in this world. Not now they are more slayers. All the work the testing they did on all them girls all wasted. All for nothing.
"I don't know where to go from here" She said. Still just staring at the floor. "I have no meaning. But what has a meaning but no meaning" Rouge said starting to make not alto of sense again. "For something to have a meaning there needs to be a meaning but whats the meaning of a meaning but the meaning?"
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